W h a t T h e F u c k

Lately it's super humide here.And I'm t0tally in bad m00d.

Lastnight,at w0rk,2 guys came t0 this st0re (my w0rkplace) t0 get f00d.0ne 0f them used t0 ask me f0r my number bef0re.
and he said t0 me " y0u're n0t g0ing t0 tell me y0ur number,are y0u"
and i said " i'm at work s0 i can't".

( he is very very ann0ying )

and when i gave him the f00d,he t00k ph0t0 0f me and left.
I g0t really really mad and i t0ld the b0ss ab0ut it and he g0t mad t00.but he said "he did this kinda stuff because y0u're pretty.and i think y0u're cute as well"
l0l
i c0uldnt even laugh.
and ar0und 1am, we finished w0rk and were g0ing t0 leave.
many pe0ple including that guy came 0ver here again.
and they were sm0king in the parking.

but the boss dr0ve me home s0 i was safe.

that freaked me 0ut as hell..


W h a t  T h e  F u c k

# Posté le lundi 04 août 2008 17:31

I ' m D e p r e s s e d

I ' m  D e p r e s s e d
its alm0st 2am in the m0rning.0ne 0f my friends here has t0 g0 t0 jail.he's 0nly 14yr 0ld.
he's truly nice b0y but he went bad way.he d0esn't live with family.his parents div0rced.
and he kept stealing stuffs.hanging 0ut with friends till m0rning.i t0ld him t0 g0 t0 sch00l and g0 t0 h0me ar0und 10pm.but he never ..
anyway i h0pe this make him change..

and n0w i'm s0 deppressed.
what sh0uld i d0 when i like s0meone but he's n0t even interested in me?d0 i have t0 give up 0r sh0uld i try t0 make him wanna get t0 kn0w me better?0r what?
ive never met him in pers0n yet.but he's truely nice.i kn0w i d0n't deserve him...
i
've g0ne to many bad ways.i've slept with guys wh0 i sh0uldn't.i want t0 let this 0ver and want t0 d0 this fr0m start.is it t00 late?is it unf0rgiven?
im 0nly 21 and im already 21.can't i have a chance t0 meet nice pers0n wh0 i can truely l0ve anym0re? n0 0ne needs me and n0 0ne gives me a chance t0 pr00ve that i'm seri0us.
what am i supp0sed t0 d0!?
wait and see?!
Shut the fuck up!!
i wanna be a jesus christ.

# Posté le mercredi 06 août 2008 12:51

I ' m S 0 r r y

I ' m  S 0 r r y
Im s0rry f0r n0t writing back t0 pe0ple wh0 left me c0mments 0n my bl0g
I try t0 reply t0 all 0f c0mments.
But Im busy and tired..
But remember that i will write y0u when i have time.
i l0ve y0u

# Posté le samedi 09 août 2008 08:14

G 0 h a n T u k u t t a

G 0 h a n  T u k u t t a
I said I c00ked dinner.
T0day I g0t my day 0ff and I had time a l0t s0 I c00ked dinner.
L00ks yummie?
I can be a mama=]] l0l


# Posté le dimanche 10 août 2008 17:02

I H a t e E v e r y b 0 d y

I H a t e E v e r y b 0 d y
S0,Bad stuff happened t0 me.Yes it did.
Li
ke I said,I met my friend Eric Nance.
He t00k me t0 his h0me and we drunk a little bit but we were drunk.
He started sh00ting my ph0t0s.That was pretty nice but after that,he tried to have sex.But uh. I rejected cuz I never want sex.That's n0t what I need,y0u kn0w.
and he started being angry.
m
aybe he was mad..
almo0st raping.I kept rejecting and I tried beating him.
A
nd then he started talking t0 an0ther girl 0n a ph0ne.
S
0 I called my friend Blair.
He's pretty nice pers0n.
And he said " I have a car s0 If y0u want me t0 pick y0u up,that's 0k"
an
d I t0ld Eric that Blair is c0ming.and that made him m0re anger.
because i think he was kinda jeal0us.Blair is g0rge0us and h0t m0re than Eric.
a
nyway Eric br0ke my umbrella and He g0t me 0ut 0f his h0me.
and he took a taxi and went away to meet another girl.(to fuck)
I
had t walk in a rain.And i feel like I have a c0ld n0w.
And Blair came up.
he
t00k me t0 his h0me.we just kept talking a l0t and l0ts.
l
istening t0 nice s0unds
He
's the h0ttest DJ ever.
W
ell.Eric thinks girls are like a T0y.
What happened t0 him?
What made him act like that?
H
e's n0t ashamed 0f being jerk,he sh0uld be.
I'
m pretty sure that He is NEVER a p0pular pers0n in America.
But he came t0 japan,f0und that gaijin guys are p0pular by japanese girls.
They fuck any girls anytime anywhere cuz japanese girls think all gaijin are h0t if he has a bl0nde hair and blue eyes.
haha
S
tupid idea,huh?
H
e's 35.He's matured en0ugh t0 live a fuckin life.
G0ing t0 Susukino hunting girls.take them t0 his h0me and take ph0t0s of them and fuck them.
What the fuck is wr0ng with him?
I
t0ld him that "you d0nt respect w0men because y0u d0nt respect y0urself."
a
nd he said " y0ur way is like an american.Y0u better g0 t0 america m0re than t0 live in Japan"
What?
f0r me t0 say,"Y0u sh0uld g0 back t0 the states sh0uldnt y0u?!"
Th
e guys like him make bad image of gaijin in Japan.
His life is as bad as bad apple 0r maybe a banana? xp lol
G
et a fuckin life
D0nt waste y0ur time 0n jerking ar0und
N
0ne is interested in y0u
Y0u can never be a happy pers0n as l0ng as y0u keep having th0ughts like that.

# Posté le vendredi 22 août 2008 15:19